The Grand Torus Energy Experiment – Chapter 8

“Use Fractal Time to Go back in Time to Restart your journey with a new intention and a different resultant outcome.”

Gregg Braden, Fractal Time.

Chapter 8. The First Birth as Robert Michael Wilson.

I enter into a very pleasant dream in the early evening. First, I see myself twenty-five-year-old self, Tomas, in my old bedroom downstairs in the house I grew up in Ashgrove, Brisbane, Australia. Tomas is my subconscious spiritual mind name. This dream is bringing back many good memories where my elder brother Paul Wilson and I spent during our late primary and early secondary school days. The family had expanded to five children very quickly with the arrival of our twin sister and brother. After giving birth to three boys my Mother was keen to try for a fourth child as a little girl. The three-bedroom house upstairs was full. My parents Wendy and William Wilson had to build a guest room and toilet downstairs. This was initially used by the live-in young female housekeepers who assisted my mother survive in the early days of the arrival of our twin sister and brother. My Mother used to say she had five children under five years of age and we were quite a handful. After the housekeepers had moved on, the room was used by my mother’s parents on their trips from Sydney, until my grandfather passed over to the fifth-dimension.

My brother Paul and I became the next inhabitants of the downstairs bedroom. Paul was very adventurous while I was very sensitive, serious and somewhat of a scaredy cat. I was also quite religiously prayerful. I was the one who used to drag my mother away from the family on a Sunday morning to attend the local Anglican church service. There were only ever about fifteen others at the little church of the Good Shepard. The church of the Good Shepard was just as small as Frank, the Heart Mechanic’s little Portiuncola church in Assisi. Our church was made of asbestos fibre plasterboard with some wood trim to hold it together. I always felt on entering the fibro box, it should have been like stepping into a portico or portal into another dimension. However, much to my disappointment, the experience did not go much beyond the religious event, but while attending the service I observed a few very important keys. Cannon Thawley, our minister was so shy and old, that when he faced us to present the sermon, he used to shut his eyes or look up at the low fibro ceiling. He could not even sing. I felt if I wanted to be a minister of the church and a disciple of Christ, then I would have to be adventurous, like my elder brother Paul, be able to sing and know how to pray well, down on my knees. I realised I would have to practice a lot as I did not have any of these skills, yet. I was looking out the downstairs bedroom window contemplating these thoughts when I heard a noise in the room.

Next, I turned around and I could see my ten-year-old self kneeling on the floor with my handles clasped leaning on the bed praying.

This was quite a shock. So, I had to explain to myself what was actually happening here. I instantly had a flash back to the story line of the movie “Back to the Future” with Doc Brown and Marty as they went between timelines and time travel. Let’s put the timelines out here. It was 2020 and my sixty-eight-year-old physical body and conscious mind was fast asleep in bed. This body has the family name of Robert Michael Wilson. Robert Wilson is sleeping and obviously must be having a dream. During the dream state, Robert Wilson’s subconscious mind leaves the sixty-eight-year-old physical body and takes on the persona of my twenty-five-year-old subconscious mind, named Tomas. It is like I am taking on a religious name at a confirmation. Now, my subconscious mind Tomas, has gone back in time to 1962 and is seeing my young ten-year-old physical body in the room praying beside the bed. My elder brother Paul is not in the room.

So now that I have got this clear in my head, I decide to observe what happens to my ten-year-old self during his prayer session. Let me tune into my ten-year-old self’s mind and listen to what is being said.

Robert Wilson ten-year-old: “Dear Mother Mary. Can you please explain to me why I feel so foreign in this family and town? Can you also please explain why I have ended up with dyslexia and cannot read? It just feels so hard to get ahead in this school environment.”

Mother Mary: “Hello dear child, Robert. Let me answer those questions later. There is another important event I would like to show you first. Hold my hand while I take you back into your gestation period within your mother’s womb, where you did your preparation for this lifetime. It is around the fourth month of the gestation.”

Robert Wilson ten-year-old: “Mother Mary, you have such smooth and comforting hands. I already feel more at home with someone like you around. Ok Mary, I can now see myself standing outside and also being inside of my mother’s womb. I can feel this whooshing sound of the blood going all around me. This is so beautifully warm. I love this foetal position. There is still plenty of room so I can kick and move.”

Source: https://www.catholic.org/saints/saint.php?saint_id=4967

Mother Mary: “My dear child, Robert, I would like to introduce you to Tomas. He is the subconscious mind from your last life as a convict when you were sent to Australia from England. Can you see that Tomas’s body suit looks different to the body suit you have prepared for yourself during this lifetime as Robert Michael Wilson?”

Robert Wilson ten-year-old: “Mary, yes I can see the energy around Tomas. He has a black ring around his neck and he seems to have a lot of dark black lines of wounds over his back and on his head. He looks very scary.”

Mother Mary: “Yes dear Robert, Tomas had a fairly hard time as a convict while being sent from England to Australia. You could say he was arrogant and kept standing up for justice for his fellow prisoners. This led him into receiving a lot of whip lashes on his back and beatings to his head. The army captains and soldiers were very cruel and rough. Just like the convicts they also hated being sent away from England to Australia. So, they took out their anger on the convicts.”

Robert Wilson ten-year-old: “I can now see my future mother; her name is Wendy. Wow, she is pretty with a long thin rectangle body. Also, I can see her husband, his name is William. Ok, they already have one son named Paul.”

Mother Mary: “My dear Robert, just be quiet for a moment. Your Mother is about to realise or sense the Soul of Tomas the convict, who has been selected to inhabit this space suit body of her child.”

Robert Wilson ten-year-old: “Mary, this is not good. My mother is panicking she does not want to give birth to a child with this Tomas, the convict man inhabiting her baby. I sense she is feeling the pain and anger that Tomas is carrying with him from his last life. Mary what can I do?”

Mother Mary: “My dear Robert, stay calm and do not let go of my hand. I will remain with you. Let me take you forward to the time of the birth. I would like you to experience this?”

Robert Wilson ten-year-old: “Oh Mary. I am collapsing onto the floor. I can feel myself stuck in my mother’s womb as there is very little room to move. The umbilical cord is wrapped around my neck and I cannot face around the right way for birth. It is getting tighter and tighter. Mary I cannot do anything. Everything is getting blacker and blacker. Mary, please do not let go of my hand. Please stay with me. I can feel myself falling into unconsciousness.” The world stands still in utter darkness. “Mary, thank you for pulling me out of my mother’s womb and the dead body of young Robert Michael Wilson. What a relief.”

Tomas: I can see the young Robert Wilson the ten-year-old lying there unconscious or asleep on the floor in a prayerful fetal position. I can now see the delivery of the dead still born baby. The Doctor is devastated. Wendy and William are beside themselves. Paul does not seem to fully understand but I can see it is activating a risk-taking attitude because of the vulnerability of life and death. I am not sure what to do. I am thinking. This dream has turned into a nightmare. I am not supposed to die at birth. If I died at birth, then how could I be alive and my sixty-eight-year-old self be asleep in bed? I had better go and talk with Michael Newton quick smart to find out what is going on. Instantly, I arrive at school on Arcturus.

Tomas: “Where is Michael Newton? This is serious. I need to see him straight away.” I yell. I run down the hall way of school looking for Michael Newton. At last, I can see Michael Newton popping his head out from one of the doorways in response to my commotion.

Michael Newton: “Yes Tomas, I am here. What is the problem?”

Tomas: “Michael. I have just come from experiencing my gestation period through my ten-year-old self in prayer. It was the fourth month of gestation and I am, as Tomas from my past life as a convict was introducing myself to my future mother, Wendy. She realised who I was. She did not want my blackened convict energy to inherit the body of her son. She is panicking and I am panicking. What am I going to do?

Michael Newton: “Tomas. Let us replay the soul akashic video record of your birth period again with some more information. Your future mother may change her mind. Your foetus needs to come to full term anyway and be born. This is a good practice on how to build your DNA selections and not to carry over so much of the black energy from the convict days. That has obviously scared your future mother.”

Tomas: “Oh, Michael Newton. I am now at the time of birth. I can see my future mother is having a prolonged labour. My body is starting to die. The umbilical cord is around my neck. It is starting to go very dark. Who are these beautiful angels? I recognise Mother Mary is amongst them. Yes, I remember now, Mother Mary and these angels have come to take me home again after my still born dead at birth.”

Michael Newton: “Now Tomas. You have died in child birth. Come and understand the timing of these events. Your mother was due to have the next check-up at Doctor Abraham’s surgery on Wednesday 30 January 1952, about three weeks before you were due to be born. Your mother was also busy trying to manage the builders on the new home they were building. Because your mother also had resentment and fear about Tomas, the convict inhabiting her new born baby she decided the house was more important than the meeting with the doctor. If she had kept the appointment on Wednesday 30 January 1952, with the doctor, he would have found the start of the distress to the baby’s heart. His action would have been to induce your birth overnight. The doctor would have been able to deliver you and cut the strangling cord before you died. As a result of not attending the surgery your mother realised on Thursday 31^st January, that her baby had become lifeless. She rushed to see Doctor Abraham in the afternoon where he could not feel the baby’s heartbeat. Your mother was admitted to hospital to be induced to deliver a still born dead baby on Friday 1 February 1952.”

Tomas: After hearing this story, I feel so tired, exhausted and sleepy. Just let me lie down on this soft white eiderdown quilt. I feel like curling up into a fetal position. I cannot hold my eyes open any longer. It is as if I do not exist. After a while I feel someone holding my hand and giving it a gentle squeeze.

Headmistress: “Tomas, Tomas. How do you feel?”

Tomas: “Oh hello. Is that you Mother Mary? You look so opaque and soft.”

Headmistress: “No Tomas, I am your Headmistress. Why did you call on Mother Mary in your prayer support as a young boy as Robert Wilson?”

Tomas: “In the Anglican Church as a young boy, I remember being taught to pray to God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. I could not envisage God the Father or God the Holy Spirit. We were deemed to be too young and sinful to be worthy of a personal relationship with our guardian angels and councillors of the fifth-dimension. In the early 1960’s the western world was already stuck in the 5% world of matter in Spacetime with no possible connection to the other 95% of the universe except through illicit drugs like LSD. God the Son, at the little Anglican church, depicted Jesus, the Christ, as a White Caucasian male hanging dead on a cross. I just could not figure out this symbolism when I was a kid. So, the best person I could understand was Jesus’s Mother, Mother Mary. At least she had the appropriate tunic for a Middle Eastern woman and had a great halo. That seemed to be one symbol that made sense with my dwindling memories of home in the fifth-dimension. We always seemed to have great conversations together. Before I came to the planet, you did not really explain my memory loss of “home” would be so extreme and so isolating.”

Headmistress: “Do you feel a lot more recovered now after reliving that death of young Robert Wilson?”

Tomas: “Yes a little. That was a real shock. I still cannot understand how my life could have ended and I am still alive now? You know when Robert shared this pray experience with my earth mother, as a ten-year-old boy, he received a very strange response. Wendy was very sceptical and dismissive. First of all, we could not have a personal relationship with a Saint. Secondly, how could I have been still born dead as a baby if I was alive now. You have to understand that her father was born a Presbyterian Christian and her mother was born a Roman Catholic Christian. The way her parents handled religion was to avoid all religion totally. During the great Depression, Wendy and her sister had been sent to a Catholic primary school for a few years. They both were mainly required to sit at the back of the school room and were substantially treated as inferior human beings. I feel this experience scared my Mother’s memory of the value of religion and spiritual awareness.”

Headmistress: “Well Tomas, we wanted you to experience this information and share it with your Mother who had no conscious memory of this event. It was one of your jobs to help reawaken your Mother’s spiritual and soul record after being shut down during an event in Egypt. We will explain this in just a little while. Also, it was a two-year preparation for an event that would happen to Wendy and William when you are twelve years old. Michael Newton with assist you with this learning soon, as your teacher.”

Tomas: “Ok, I look forward to receiving this new information.”

Headmistress: “In the meantime there is another aspect of Fractal Time that you wrote about with the Black Buddha in Chapter Seven. With a Fractal calculation you start the next journey backwards or Iteration from the point where you finished the last journey forwards. So, in this instance you finished a forward journey at the point of a still born baby death of your Robert Michael Wilson. So, what we want you now to do is to complete a backwards journey in time to a point before your gestation period preparation started. Then, we want you to restart your gestation period preparation again, but this time setting in place a whole lot more work as to the intentions being formulated for the life of Robert Michael Wilson, version two.”

Tomas: “Ok, so now I know I have to clean myself up from the dark energy that surrounded Tomas, the convict so that my future mother does not reject me as her the new soul to inherit her son’s body. I also have to make sure she keeps her appointment with Doctor Abraham on Wednesday 30 January 1952 to achieve a live birth of Robert Michael Wilson on Thursday, 31 January 1952.”

Headmistress: “Tomas, there are also far more important things we want you to commit to about your sojourn to the Plant Earth. Firstly, we cannot afford you to have an indulgent life as you did before you became a convict. Just like your friends, Frank the Heart Mechanic and the Black Buddha who went through a dark night of the soul before enlightenment, you wisely used your time to reawaken to the light during the last days of isolation and punishment in your cell in Tasmania before your last death. We also want you to reactivate the incredible endurance of strength you gained during the process of being hung, drawn and quartered as Edmund Campion while working for Cardinal William Allen in championing Catholic religious freedom in the times of the rule of the Anglican church in England. Do you see the common thread of themes from one life to another?”

Tomas: “Yes, I see the common thread. I must be a very slow learner. No wonder I still have a reticence to understand why men hang fellow human beings on crosses and have a propensity for killing others. This really is a strange, dark energy and scary planet.”

Headmistress: “Tomas, just like the Christ, you hung on the cross to experience the fifth-dimension or the cube within the cube mathematics, which when folded out becomes a cross, that you wrote about in Chapter Three. You will explain the Tesseract more fully later on. In the meantime, it is sufficient for you to know that you are no longer stuck in the fourth-dimension of Spacetime like most of your Western scientists. Part of your task and life as Tomas, inhabiting the body of Robert Michael Wilson is for you to reawaken to the fifth-dimension. You will then be asked to write about it for the purpose of reawakening many of the other highly sensitive persons to create the new mutated species Homo consciousness.”

Tomas: “Um, I am digesting what you have been saying. That sounds like a big task.”

Headmistress: “Tomas, using Fractal Time to go forwards and backwards in time to produce different results in Spacetime is no different than what happens in Lucid Dreaming where you change the outcomes of an event in a dream. Instead of saying yes, your simply say no. You take a right-hand turn instead of a left-hand turn. These concepts have been successfully used in the movies “Ground Hog Day” and “Sliding Doors”. The Marvel movie “Avengers: Endgame” uses Fractal Time to go backwards and forwards in time to change outcomes lost during the “Avengers: Infinity War.” Would you like to like to consider redoing your preparations for this lifetime as Robert Michael Wilson or will we hand over this opportunity to another soul to give it a crack? We are definitely wanting someone to succeed no matter what may come.”

Tomas: “Ok Headmistress, I know I am up to the task and I know from reviewing the Edgar Cayce readings we get through this period of a radical reset and come out the other side as Homo Consciousness for a Golden Period. Even John in his dream record of the “Book of the Revelations” talks about the Thousand Years of Peace. A golden period is more about facing the light instead of facing away from the light and starring into the dark, which seems to typify the actions of Homo sapiens including duality, greed and separation from their inner self, others and the environment.”

Headmistress: “I knew we could count on your determination.”

Tomas: “So, to do this job, I am going to have to reawaken a little more about you, the fifth-dimension and your or should I say “my” school. First Question is, what is your name?”

Headmistress: “As you are aware, we speak a difference language on Arcturus. It is more like a light, music or sound language. Our written letters and words are very different from the English language. I am communicating with your mind using a technique a little like the Shazam app or language converter apps you use on Planet Earth. So that your readers can experience our language I would to refer you to a YouTube recording. Our school here on Arcturus has sent a Vibrational Ambassador to a relatively neutral place on your planet called Singapore. His name is Vibrational Ambassador Yantara Jiro. He successfully retained his memory of home by not speaking a word of Earth for his first seven years after arrival in Singapore as a baby. He just observed the disconnect on the planet before making one comment. He had very understanding parents.”

Headmistress: “Tomas, would you please spend a few moments and review the YouTube video, “Arcturus Quantum Heart Activation Healing” sung by Ambassador Yantara Jiro in the Arcturian light music language.

Yantara Jiro. Title Arcturus Quantum Heart Activation Healing

“This timeless activation with the Arcturians is to support the listeners on the heart chakra for releasing the old, balance what is needed and to transform what is ready. To clear up blockages on the vital body (energy body) and to assist in accessing the quantum infinite heart of the listener. This aligns the listener to the infinite space of possibilities and the unity consciousness of One. The Arcturians light languages through Yantara Jiro penetrates deeply into the core heart, solar plexus chakra and align with the Crown Chakra to access Supreme Consciousness for inner guidance and clarity; The 3rd Eye is being stimulated and worked on positively too. Here we invite the Arcturians Healing Team to support us in this meditation to clear off any Karmic heart blockages and to replace them with greater love and inner acceptance. To ground into self-nurture and love of self. Sacred geometries through light language are also transmitted through this recording from the Arcturians, listeners may potentially experience deeper resonance with the Universe after several listenings and through entering deeper states of relaxation. We recommend you to listen twice in one meditation session and daily for a full week for greater results. Eh-Tete-Keya (And So be It) Yantara Jiro.

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Tomas: “Headmistress, this is just like the language I am hearing spoken around here at school. It reminds me of the language spoken by Xi, a San bushman of the Kalahari Desert in the 1980 movie “The Gods Must be Crazy”. The San bushmen are believed to be the descendants of the original DNA tribal mutation from Homo erectus to the originating Homo sapiens species some 180,000 years ago. It has that similar clicking sound. Were the Arcturians assisting in that major mutation at that time?”

Headmistress: “Tomas, yes we were as we are now providing assistance with the raising of the consciousness on your planet through ambassadors like yourself. When you are more attuned to our language, sound and crystalline light energy of Arcturus you will hear my name. At the moment I am using your language to converse. We do not take on Earth names as they carry too much karma with them. In the meantime, you may describe me with the Earth concept Ziah as a name or simply just Headmistress.”

Tomas: “In Hebrew, Ziah means bright light and is generally used for males. Zia is an Arabic and Latin female name also meaning bright light. Arcturus is the brightest star in Earth’s Northern Hemisphere and is about 180 times brighter than our Solar Sun. Arcturus is one of our nearest Suns and is just a mere 37 light years away and the sun we rotate around. Alpha Centauri is closer and is only about 4 light years away.”

Headmistress: “Yes Tomas, Arcturus is about 7 billion years old, while your solar Sun and planets were drawn into our orbit about 4 billion years ago. Pleiades or the Seven sisters or Messier 45 in constellation Taurus, were formed about 100 million years ago and drawn into our orbit. We are using Pleiades as a final training port for the Star Seed Children and Highly Sensitive Persons (HSP) or souls before sojourning to your Solar Sun and planetary system. The Pleiades star system has such a young illuminous essence and lack of dualistic karma. The Star Seed children are able to gain vibration intentions of cooperation, connectivity and consciousness that will assist in the expansion of your DNA from 2 strands back to your original 12 strands of DNA and enable the mutational shift for your species.”

Tomas: “If you do not mind me asking, how old are you?”

Headmistress: “Oh, Tomas don’t you know, you are not supposed to ask a woman her ago? Well let me tell you something. I am the same age as you are and every other piece of energy in this universe. We are both 13.7 billion years old and were the creators and the created at the time of the beginning of this big white bang universe and commencement of our Grand Torus Energy Experiment. Energy cannot be destroyed or created once we are in this experiment but merely shape or form shift. About 5% of our time we journey into matter.”

Tomas: “If only I could take a picture of you to include in this chapter.”

Headmistress: “Tomas, that is easy to achieve. There is an artist who lives near you that regularly attends school here during her meditations. Your paths will cross by synchronicity very soon. Keep an eye out for her. You can ask her to seek me out and I am very happy to do a portrait sitting for her. I am willing to allow you to include my paintings in your chapters. It is time your citizens of your planet connect, remember and became more aware of what their councillors and school teachers look like. Your religious teachers have tried to educate you that you are not worthy of having a personal relationship with your angels, holy spirit, teachers and councillors. This joy of connectivity needs to became a normal part of your daily, meditative and dream state life.”

Tomas: A side note. The very next week I was attending a William Meader talk from the USA, at the Relaxation Centre of Queensland on the topic of “The Nature of God”. I was attracted to the energy and questions of a woman participant at the course. She was somewhat questioning the descriptions of the nature of God that William was using. I soon realised that she was describing similar experiences I was having in my dream state in describing the councillors and teachers on Arcturus. We both got talking during the break and swapped names and phone numbers. We talked during the next week, when this woman named Beed, shared with me that she often travels to Arcturus in her meditative experiences and produces spirit energy art. I asked Beed if she would mind drawing my Headmistress on Arcturus. She asked me not to describe my Headmistress. Beed wanted to ask my Headmistress how she wanted herself to be portrayed for our planet. After a couple of days Beed sent me a drawing showing the very similar likeness of my Headmistress in my dream. I confirmed the likeness. Beed then said she would go away and paint Headmistress for my records. Please find enclosed the first drawing when my Headmistress was looking so opaque, somewhat translucent and soft. From looking at this drawing of my Headmistress, I got the feelings of warmth, strength and hope. This is what I was needing after my experiencing the version one of Robert Michael Wilson being delivered as a still born dead baby.

Source: Commissioned drawing by Beed. Spirit Energy Artist 

Tomas: “Headmistress, I have seen you are a regal blue body at the entrance of the school when you first welcomed me back to school. Now you are portrayed as a soft opaque caring being as if I can see straight through you. Why do you change body colours?”

Headmistress: “All emotions portray in our bodies as different colours. On Arcturus we share these feelings openly within our body shape and changes in our body skin colours. On your planet you do not change the colour of your skin but reflect these emotions in your finer aura colours external to your skin. However, to see these changing emotional colours you need to have practiced opening up your third eye or inner sight to see other people’s aura colours. Many people have developed their gut feelings about what is happening to those around them. Just simply look past a person’s body and focus on a point in the distance and you will find you can start seeing a person’s aura colours and the emotions they are experiencing at that time.”

Headmistress: “You seemed to have recovered well from your experience of being born as a still dead body. Thank you for experiencing my softness and healing opaque light. I will now hand you back to your teacher, Michael Newton to do some more planning. Good bye for the present.”

Planning.

Michael Newton: “Hello Tomas. How are you feeling? You look a little more rested?

Tomas: “Wow, Michael that was a real shock. I ended up dying just before birth. How are Wendy and her partner Willian Wilson taking the experience?”

Michael Newton: “Tomas, come and look at the family. Here you have Wendy and William Wilson. You also see they have an older son called Paul. They are all upset about losing the opportunity of sharing your life with them. However, some of your past karma as Tomas, the convict got in the road of you having a full life time together, as version one of yourself.”

Tomas: “What can I do help comfort them in their sorrow?”

Michael Newton: “You all need to learn the lessons of forgiveness for past events. This will lead you out of the pain of the past suffering to the Law of Grace. Suffering from past events generally comes from when you see yourself as separate from the Source energy and from each other. This also generally results from thoughts of duality and blaming the others for your misfortunes in a material sense. It is always wiser to review challenging events from a soul learning point of view to understand the spiritual qualities of oneness like forgiveness, patience and even cooperation.”

Tomas: “Ok Michael which are the events that are holding “us as a family” back specifically?”

Michael Newton: “Let us review one specific past life aspect of your Akashic records that deal with your future mother Wendy and yourself. We also want you to review one specific event that is coming through the DNA record for your future father William and yourself.”

Tomas: “Michael this is a very extensive video library room. When I wake up from this dream, I want to draw this room. It is like a circular concave room with a glass floor and glass roof. I saw myself floating in the middle of the room. There was energy going down from the records around the wall. These energy shafts built my world on the plant earth, including mountains, buildings and there was my body as Robert Michael Wilson asleep on the bed. By looking up I could see the rest of the universe sky and the Star of David Geometric at the right of the picture, as the symbol for Arcturus and my school. At the centre above me was a flow of Source energy coming in or down from the well or black hole entry point of the big white bang as we go through this Grand Torus Energy Experiment.”

Source: Robert Vicary Art.

Michael Newton: “Tomas, this room is specifically your akashic record room. I want you to review a video where you could not save the life of Wendy in a past life.”

Tomas: “Ok, I can see the first film. I am Wendy’s guide of initiation through the “Dark Chamber” at the Temple Beautiful. This is in Egypt. At the time of Ra Ta and the date is approximately 10,500 BCE. About 12,500 years ago. I can feel Wendy is having a panic attack inside the Dark Chamber. This is one of the tests of reawakening to the Source energy light from within. This initiation was to experience the connection with the light even when the material fourth-dimension world is in total darkness. This process is to speed up the journey home and to end this Grand Torus Energy Experiment where we thought we could be separate from Source energy and to reconnect with the light.

I am opening the “Dark Chamber” now and to my horror, Wendy is dead. Oh no, now I am panicking. I feel so guilty for her death. I cannot even contact her psychically or intuitively. I wonder if the Seti or Seth people have stolen her soul (I will explain this a little more fully about these Egyptian Gods later on). I feel so empty. Michael can we look at the second video, does it get any better?”

Michael Newton: “Now Tomas, we need you to review a second video. This looks at the DNA inherited by your future father William Wilson.”

Tomas: “Ok I am ready to review the second video. Yes, I see myself as wealthy Englishman and accountant who has stolen money. Somehow, I now find myself on a convict boat on the to Tasmania, Australia. Mid 1850 CE. Gosh I am arrogant and keep getting beaten up by the soldier Captain and his soldier staff on the ship. When I arrive in Tasmania, I am put into solitary confinement with a wooden plug strapped to my month. This stops me from answering back to the Captain. The plug also makes it almost impossible to breath. I am tied tight around the neck to the wall in a sitting position. When I fall asleep, I nearly suffocate. It is so cold here in this cell, I do not have enough clothing to keep me warm. I can now feel myself floating above the cold body. Oh, hello angels, I know you are here to take me home again. Thank you for finding me in this dark cell. I felt so alone, yet there was always a small glow of light in my heart.”

Michael Newton: “Tomas, your future father, William is the fourth-generation grandson of your convict soldier Captain. You would be selecting a DNA choice from your father’s inheriting DNA with the memories of his soldier captain great, great grandfather. Your father’s father Barry ended up as a captain in the army during World War 1. However, Michael was found to be suffering from asthma during World War 2. He was rejected for selection by the Australian army. He ended up doing administration work for the USA army as a civilian in Brisbane instead.”

Tomas: “Michael how do I make sense of all this lot and go forward?”

Michael Newton: “Tomas, tonight’s visit home to school is nearly completed. So, during your next visit you will complete a Fractal Time reversal back to the point of conception again for the second preparation for the birth of Robert Michael Wilson, version two. You will need to spend time setting new intentions and make better selections in your DNA choices. You will have to send a lot more “Love and Divine Light” to your future mother and father so that this time, she attends her doctor’s appointment on Wednesday 30 January 1952 in preparation for your live birth on Thursday 31 January 1952.”

Tomas: “Thank you Michael for this experience. At last after fifty-eight years of carrying this pray full experience of being born dead is now explained and understandable. I look forward to doing a better preparation for version two of my future self. I feel my body is waking up and need to leave now. Good bye for now.”